good bye

I can see the pain living in your eyes

And I know how hard you try

You deserve to have so much more

I can feel your heart and I sympathize

And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life


(Chorus)

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want to hold you back

From where you might belong

You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love

I'm not sure I'm worthy of

Losing you is painful to me



(Chorus) You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised

I just can't live a lie anymore

I would rather hurt myself

Than to ever make you cry

There's nothing left to try

Though it's gonna hurt us both

There's no other way than to say good-bye

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rasanya lama sekali aku tak menulis. tanganku terasa sangat kaku, pikiranku pun terasa seperti tak lagi mau untuk berkarya. terkadang aku iri melihat teman-temanku yang begitu lancar berceloteh dengan berbagai kisah mereka. berbagai luapan mereka tersaji secara indah, terangkum dengan rapi membuat aku berdecak kagum memahami kisah-kisah yang mereka tulis. aku ingin pulang,aku ingin kembali menulis.. semoga aku bisa..